I agree in your belief, this life that we're portrayed to be has nothing beautiful about it. Some might find that being a vampire would be awesome, in the sense that you are a creature of the night and that during the day time you can't leave your house.
But those are authors and myths that we were told when we were young. You would never understand how I feel about this whole damned thing, because I didn't choose this fucked up life. It chose me, and now I have people to support me.