Dying slowly

I see your girlfriend
I start to cry
I start to very slowly die
But you do not see

How much this is killing me
Some keep saying I'm being silly
Others say give it a go
But maybe it's I who should go

Don't you think so?
I ask of my friends
But then even more say give it a go
But I still don't know

So I still am slowly dying
Ever so slowly
Please don't mention yoru girlfriend
For that would finish me off.


Darkest wishes
-Sam