Someone fucking kill me now!

So I've fucked up again have I?!
Do I really fucking care!
You shout
You scream at me
For what?
What the hell gave I done!?
I grew up
Sometimes I lose control of how I sound
Sometimes I lose my temper
Sometimes I also make mistakes
But or fucking hells sake!
Hasnn't this already been said!
IT'S PART OF BEING FUCKING HUMAN!!!
Yes I say fuck alot
Yes I know some don't like it
I use it to express how pissed I am
But you
For gods sake
You want to see a waste of space that has nothing to look forward to
Look in the mirror
At least I have a long time to sort out my life
Yes I know I haven't got a job yet
Yes I know I need to sign on most likely
Yes I know I'm engaged
Yes I know I'm only 18
Yes I know soon I'll be 19
So?
Who cares how old I am?!
It's just how long you've been on this planet this time
For fucking hells sake
You make my life a utter hell at times
Yet the funny thing
I still love you even though you end up making me feel crappy
I so want to move away with my fiance
I hope to soon and I know you'll hate me for it
So I've fucked up again
My life is a fuck up!
Someone fucking kill me now!!