Fuck you!....

Fuck you!
Fuck them!
I'm given a choice
Told to choose
One or the other
All I can think is
"Fuck I can't choose
How am I meant to?"
I try to speak my mind
Only to get shot down
Thinking "Why do I bother?"
Yes I make mistakes
Yes I'm a stupid girl
Yes I know I don't know what the fuck I'm on about
Yes I say things wrong all the time
Even though I try
It's not enough
Never enough
So I beat myself up
Giving up
Then not
Confused
Not sure what I'm meant to do
"Is this life?"
I start to think
'Yes and no"
Comes a reply
"You've only just begun"
"Will it get any worse?"
"Yes and no"
It says again
"Just wait and see"
So I wait saying
Fuck you!
Fuck them!
Come and fucking kill me if you dare
I no longer care.








Darkest wishes
-Sam