Found......

Dealing with deaths
Dealing with pains
Dealing with love
Dealing with lives.

Always alone
Always not complete
Walking in a daze
Following a call.

I find others on the road
I fall
Every so often one person would help me
The men kicked me.

I continued on
I started wondering as I went on
Why was I going on?
What was this call?
Would it be worth the pain?

I continue
Starting to give up
Starting to want my death
I plan to give up in a week.

I then find you
The thing I had been seeking
I give up on my plans
For my death.

I found what had been calling
What I had been following
I look at him wondering
I sigh not knowing.

I loved him
But doubt he felt the same way
He asked me out
I was happy.

We then turn
Face the road
And continue on
This time together again
For now and forever.




Darkest wishes
-Sam

That was really beautiful Sammy. I love it.