FWS..........

My trust has been bent alittle
But I love them
So I forgive them
Is this a mistake?
Will I regret it?
I love them too much
I want them happy.
But what about the bad feeling I'm getting?
What about the fear?
What about the worry?
What about the deep sadness?
Does any of this matter?
I am happy about the help
I am sad about the choice
I am upset the trust is being bent.
Have I made an error?
I am being the fool?
Some will say I am being dumb
Others will say smart
But I am just being me
So I hold it back
Sit back
Waiting
Wondering
Will I die?
Will the love?
Without this love I will die
I will give up
I won't care anymore.
Oh look
Sadness
Worry and fear are awaiting me
I had best go to them.
Seeya all.

you will never lose me and i am sorry that i let you down and i will do my best to never let it happen again. i am so sorry i broke that promise and i wll do whatever i can to rebuild your trust