I give up (I like this one)

I feel your pain
I feel your shame
I want your happiness
Why can't you tell?
I love to see a smile
For that I'd walk many miles
To see those smiles directed at me
Many can tell can you?
I always want you safe
Is this in bad taste?
I know you hurt
I want so much to murder those that cause it
I try not to with all my might
I hold on so tight
But I am falling
I know you don't feel the same
You can't
Am I evil?
I am I wrong?
Someone sound the gong
For I give up
I am yours
By my heart
By my soul
By choice.

Darkest wishes
-Sam