http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/-t1.htm Post your poetry here. Mon, 05 Oct 2009 15:03:35 GMT 10 http://illiweb.com/fa/gothic/logo.png http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/-t1.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/if-i-did-would-anyone-care-t249.htm Sam If I threw myself Down those stairs Would anyone mind or care? If I ran into traffic Would anyone try to stop me? If I started taking alot of pills Would anyone stop me? If you saw me crying Would anyone care enough to ask why and help? If you saw me looking out a window At the ground from a height And preparing to jump Would anyone stop me? Can you answer these? Would anyone really care If I fell asleep and never woke up? Would it be such a lose? Poetry Mon, 05 Oct 2009 15:03:35 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/if-i-did-would-anyone-care-t249.htm#425 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/if-i-did-would-anyone-care-t249.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/can-t-you-see-t248.htm Sam All this pressure All this pushing For gods sake Its too much. You seem to change colours everyday The gov is now looking after my pay Why can't you let it go? Why can't you just stay one way? You make me so sad You make me depressed You make me want to run away One day I just may. So come on Please listen to me Don't do this Not now Not ever if it can be helped Your pushing me away Can't you see that? Poetry Sat, 03 Oct 2009 15:06:44 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/can-t-you-see-t248.htm#424 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/can-t-you-see-t248.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/someone-fucking-kill-me-now-t242.htm Sam So I've fucked up again have I?! Do I really fucking care! You shout You scream at me For what? What the hell gave I done!? I grew up Sometimes I lose control of how I sound Sometimes I lose my temper Sometimes I also make mistakes But or fucking hells sake! Hasnn't this already been said! IT'S PART OF BEING FUCKING HUMAN!!! Yes I say fuck alot Yes I know some don't like it I use it to express how pissed I am But you For gods sake You want to see a waste of ... Poetry Sun, 27 Sep 2009 15:15:10 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/someone-fucking-kill-me-now-t242.htm#417 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/someone-fucking-kill-me-now-t242.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/indescribable-t237.htm AlexxAplin she pulled me from the darkness a shining star in the night taught me the ways of love the ways to make someone happy i gave her my heart and even my very soul to show her that to me she makes the sun rise the moon shine in the night the stars glow in the sky like distant candles She showed me love i thought i would never find what i thought i didnt deserve to be loved so completely. to have someone fill that void the emptiness filled with love....and tenderness ... Poetry Thu, 30 Jul 2009 19:47:09 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/indescribable-t237.htm#408 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/indescribable-t237.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/would-anyone-t236.htm Sam Would anyone care if I disappeared Never come back Always brought down and usually being told that I am sad and low Its not always so It always depends on the situations Yes I do seem upset sometimes Yes sometimes I'm happy And sometimes I'm not even sure It all depends. I need others help I need others to help I need something I need someone to hold onto I need this And more Why do I never get this help? I hate how things seem to mostly go Would anyone ... Poetry Thu, 30 Jul 2009 18:31:29 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/would-anyone-t236.htm#406 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/would-anyone-t236.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/forever-my-love-t233.htm AlexxAplin So the winds of change have blown again to start the cycle anew but the love we share is the one thing to stay our whole life through from the moment we met to the first I do and from here on after till both our lives are through I promised you forever and forever i shall stay though forever is not enough there has never been another who has made me feel this way so though the winds may blow my love shall never fade and when the world gets dark and ... Poetry Tue, 07 Jul 2009 18:11:34 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/forever-my-love-t233.htm#403 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/forever-my-love-t233.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/for-your-love-sorry-the-poem-is-not-a-rhyming-poem-t232.htm AlexxAplin I lie awake at night longing to have you near me i wish upon each star hoping you would hear me many things in life i want but nothing more than you next to me for there are valuables the world over people seek but nothing nearly as valuable to me as your love as i wake i think of you and wonder if you think of me too all i long for to kiss you good morning as you lie there beside me i love you dear with all my heart i never want you to even start to doubt the love ... Poetry Thu, 25 Jun 2009 06:13:02 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/for-your-love-sorry-the-poem-is-not-a-rhyming-poem-t232.htm#401 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/for-your-love-sorry-the-poem-is-not-a-rhyming-poem-t232.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/confused-t231.htm Sam People in they're places'
They know they're tastes'
They know all about themselves'.

Who am I?
Why am I?
Do I have a purpose?
What is it?

Always confused
Usually alone]]> Poetry Tue, 09 Jun 2009 14:09:14 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/confused-t231.htm#398 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/confused-t231.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/what-i-can-t227.htm AlexxAplin I am not extraordinary I am not full of strength I cannot run to save her As I am just a man But there are things i can do Be there when she needs me Stand beside her throughout all time Be someone she can lean on when there is nothing else to say So instead of whining wondering where my love has gone I wait so when she returns I can do what i can Be the man who cares for her who loves her heart and soul i will do what i can and not a thing more Poetry Thu, 28 May 2009 02:52:08 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/what-i-can-t227.htm#385 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/what-i-can-t227.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/damaged-and-lost-t223.htm Sam My life is hell I'm the cursed child of hell No dad No mum No family Only pain Only shame. Disappearing Vanishing Non-living. Dealing with issues Feeling only pain Missing my life Fearing going back. But here I come Back again The damaged soul The lost one Will I ever be whole? Darkest wishes -Sam Poetry Wed, 27 May 2009 09:50:09 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/damaged-and-lost-t223.htm#380 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/damaged-and-lost-t223.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/seeing-red-t222.htm Sam You have beaten
You will say you hate me
I will say "fuck you"
The fight ensues.

Enmies
Hatred
Seeing red.

Losing myself
Deading return
But this is me
This is who I am
So I will always return
You are now cursed to keep me.






Darkest wishes
-Sam]]> Poetry Tue, 19 May 2009 14:14:58 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/seeing-red-t222.htm#378 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/seeing-red-t222.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/im-pissed-and-dont-know-what-to-do-t220.htm AlexxAplin I know i love her I know she loves me that should be enough... sure i have friends who are women she has friends who are men why do i immediatly get accused of cheating by people who do not even care about sam? What am I to do Why won't he leave us alone Why wont he let us be What can i do to ease her pain She is all i have ever wanted All i will ever need shouldnt that be enough? and here i sit pissed not knowing what to do Away in thought, Alexx Poetry Wed, 13 May 2009 22:34:52 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/im-pissed-and-dont-know-what-to-do-t220.htm#374 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/im-pissed-and-dont-know-what-to-do-t220.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/i-wonder-a-release-of-my-thoughts-t219.htm AlexxAplin What do i do wrong to those around me it seems like i do my best but no one trusts me they think i might cheat? i do what i can to make her happy and no one but her seems to trust me am i wrong? do i reek of unfaithfulness? do they deem me untrustworthy? i should just prove them wrong but if no one beleves my feelings are genuine what shall i do? do i show my frustration? do i just leave it alone? i just do not know all i can do is my best i love her with all ... Poetry Thu, 07 May 2009 03:13:16 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/i-wonder-a-release-of-my-thoughts-t219.htm#372 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/i-wonder-a-release-of-my-thoughts-t219.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/fuck-you-t216.htm Sam Fuck you! Fuck them! I'm given a choice Told to choose One or the other All I can think is "Fuck I can't choose How am I meant to?" I try to speak my mind Only to get shot down Thinking "Why do I bother?" Yes I make mistakes Yes I'm a stupid girl Yes I know I don't know what the fuck I'm on about Yes I say things wrong all the time Even though I try It's not enough Never enough So I beat myself up Giving up Then not Confused Not ... Poetry Thu, 30 Apr 2009 10:53:36 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/fuck-you-t216.htm#369 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/fuck-you-t216.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/hoping-t213.htm Sam Dying
Un-needed
unwanted
Trust broken
Will it be mended?
Can I believe
That it will?
Will it not?
All I do is
Sit back
And wait
And watch.
Wondering
Planning
And hoping.




Darkest wishes
-Sam]]> Poetry Mon, 20 Apr 2009 20:54:50 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/hoping-t213.htm#364 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/hoping-t213.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/fade-into-nothing-t212.htm Rose Fade into the shadow Fade into nothingness Becoming transparent To the world Fade in the background Being unnoticed No one loves you You’re all alone Fade and become nothing Become that dark shadow That follows behind people No one sees you Fade into that never ending pit Fall and never come out Fade into the shadow Fade into nothingness Poetry Sun, 19 Apr 2009 19:19:57 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/fade-into-nothing-t212.htm#358 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/fade-into-nothing-t212.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/blank-t199.htm Sam I'm nothing
Does any of it matter?
Why?
I'm ok
I don't want to feel
So I made myself blank
Is that bad?
But I have to
I can't feel this
It is to much
So I say goodbye
To feelings
To cares
And worries
Talk again another day.




Darkest wishes
-Sam]]> Poetry Thu, 16 Apr 2009 16:27:26 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/blank-t199.htm#334 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/blank-t199.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/found-t201.htm Sam Dealing with deaths Dealing with pains Dealing with love Dealing with lives. Always alone Always not complete Walking in a daze Following a call. I find others on the road I fall Every so often one person would help me The men kicked me. I continued on I started wondering as I went on Why was I going on? What was this call? Would it be worth the pain? I continue Starting to give up Starting to want my death I plan to give up in a week. I ... Poetry Thu, 16 Apr 2009 17:07:52 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/found-t201.htm#336 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/found-t201.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/pain-t203.htm Sam dying
unneeded
unwanted
trust broken
will it be mended?
can i believe
that it will?
will it not?
all i do is
sit back
and wait
and watch
wondering
planning
and hoping.]]> Poetry Sat, 18 Apr 2009 00:10:29 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/pain-t203.htm#338 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/pain-t203.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/warning-t200.htm Sam They don't listen
I'm fed up with warning them
I will show one more warning
Then I will give up.

I am fed up with trying to hide it
Whats the point?
It's part of me
I will start to show it
Just don't anger me
Then you have nothing to worry about
Good luck.





Darkest wishes
-Sam]]> Poetry Thu, 16 Apr 2009 16:45:51 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/warning-t200.htm#335 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/warning-t200.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/fws-t198.htm Sam My trust has been bent alittle But I love them So I forgive them Is this a mistake? Will I regret it? I love them too much I want them happy. But what about the bad feeling I'm getting? What about the fear? What about the worry? What about the deep sadness? Does any of this matter? I am happy about the help I am sad about the choice I am upset the trust is being bent. Have I made an error? I am being the fool? Some will say I am being dumb Others will say smart But ... Poetry Sun, 12 Apr 2009 21:09:45 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/fws-t198.htm#332 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/fws-t198.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/the-spell-t193.htm Sam Who can tell what
I do it for
When I am shut in my room.
I reach the middle of the spell
And start to picture
Whom the spell is for
I must be quick or else
The spell won't work.
I finish my spell
And breath a sigh of relief
It is done.





Darkest wishes
-Sam]]> Poetry Wed, 08 Apr 2009 19:55:30 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/the-spell-t193.htm#323 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/the-spell-t193.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/beautiful-t197.htm Sam I am dutiful
To my boyfriend and friends
The night is beautiful and I dutiful
When they are in trouble
I am in a pen
To fight for my friends
I know I will win
The night is beautiful and I am dutiful
To all of them.





Darkest wishes
-Sam]]> Poetry Wed, 08 Apr 2009 20:40:32 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/beautiful-t197.htm#327 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/beautiful-t197.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/love-t196.htm Sam I love my friends
But you my love
I love more than them
More than life
Sometimes it feels like
I am being torn apart
Just do not feel sorry for me
'Cause I have never been happier.




Darkest wishes
-Sam]]> Poetry Wed, 08 Apr 2009 20:06:33 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/love-t196.htm#326 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/love-t196.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/tempers-t195.htm Sam I hate them
We are at arms
We are apart
We care for noones feelings
Our skin peels back
To reveal our true tempers.
For we are the Gossets
And the Gossets are ruled by our tempers.






Darkest wishes
-Sam]]> Poetry Wed, 08 Apr 2009 20:03:10 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/tempers-t195.htm#325 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/tempers-t195.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/winter-t194.htm Sam Winter was when I was born
Forever my love
Winter is cold
Yet for me it is mild
Winter was when I was born
People seem to hate it
I don't understand why
Why hate it?
They can't change it
Winter was when I was born.





Darkest wishes
-Sam]]> Poetry Wed, 08 Apr 2009 19:59:27 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/winter-t194.htm#324 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/winter-t194.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/broken-glass-t192.htm Sam I look at the broken glass i see it shimmer and shine Glimmer and gleam. I watch the refelctions Scattered over the ground I carefully pick up a piece Hold it inbetween my thumb And forefinger It looks like nothing. I sqeeze it in my grip Blood starts to drip from my hand. I watch it hit the floor I drop the glass "I feel nothing" I say quietly As I put my hand over the bowl Hearing my blood drip into it I hear the clock tick away the time I must hurry I ... Poetry Wed, 08 Apr 2009 19:51:49 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/broken-glass-t192.htm#322 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/broken-glass-t192.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/an-ache-t191.htm Sam Theres a ache In my heart I feel it ripping me apart I don't know why Or how All I know is it hurts It makes me tear up I am fed up With all of that I so want a cat To pet To purr And calm me down But for now I'll lay down on a friends breast And sob the rest Of my tears out Wish these would stop right now. Darkest wishes -Sam Poetry Wed, 08 Apr 2009 19:40:33 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/an-ache-t191.htm#321 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/an-ache-t191.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/my-love-t190.htm Sam I walked through this life I wasn't whole Then we found eachother And I learnt the true meaning of love. We had lived And died before Always together For now and forever. No words will ever fully express How deeply I love you All I can do is show you my writings Tell you my thoughts And pray that you see the truth behind them. I love you my love I love you with all my heart With all my being And like before I will say it again We will always find one another And ... Poetry Tue, 07 Apr 2009 18:57:51 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/my-love-t190.htm#319 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/my-love-t190.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/the-crying-game-t40.htm Sam Why am I cry?
It's the crying game
I try to stop crying,
Why can't I stop?
It's the crying game
I remember my fondest memories,
I cry harder
It's the crying game.
I have lost something thats dear
to me.
I am now lost to the crying game.]]> Poetry Tue, 04 Nov 2008 20:18:09 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/the-crying-game-t40.htm#53 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/the-crying-game-t40.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/thinking-about-you-t138.htm Sam I sit and watch Part of me happy Part of me crappy. Why now? Am I wrong? Do I love him? Yes of course Sam says Kathrine squirms. If I do What will happen to me? It will hurt He'll kill me I'm so confused. But I'm taken Aren't I? But yet..... Do I love the other guy? Surely if I did this wouldn't happen Would it? I just sit here Thinking Wondering. Why do I keep thinking of him? I can't really like him Can I? I sigh and shut my eyes ... Poetry Sat, 28 Feb 2009 13:50:42 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/thinking-about-you-t138.htm#216 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/thinking-about-you-t138.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/in-pain-which-i-m-not-anymore-t35.htm Sam Would you be in pain if I left you, Would it kill us both If I left you I think it would. So why am I thinking of doing what I am told will help my pain? I am told to have another relatioship it'll fix me double quick But how can it fix when it rips me up? If I only knew that it wouldn't hurt us it wouldn't hurt you I would but how can I do such a thing to you? All I can think is: Would it kill our relationship? Poetry Fri, 31 Oct 2008 13:31:40 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/in-pain-which-i-m-not-anymore-t35.htm#45 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/in-pain-which-i-m-not-anymore-t35.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/guardien-angel-from-the-dark-t95.htm Sam I see the light That shine so brightly I am about in the night As darkness falls I am there I watch over you Always making you safe I chase away dangers Wanting you safe I chase away fears Wanting you happy I am there But you will never see me I act alone I act out of love I do so tonight I do so every night I am your dark angel Yet I am white I act against my kind You bind me Why me? I should stop But can not You dearest ... Poetry Fri, 19 Dec 2008 18:17:48 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/guardien-angel-from-the-dark-t95.htm#135 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/guardien-angel-from-the-dark-t95.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/does-everyone-t151.htm Sam Does everyone get a say? Will we all pay? Is life meant to be like this? Are we going to be judged? Would you really want to know? I don’t like what it’s like now I would find life boring if not though So I guess it’s pretty good that way. But others seem to believe We don’t need to say their opinion Is that fair? Who should judge that? I don’t really know Do you? Do you say what you think? And why do you think that? Darkest wishes -Sam Poetry Wed, 04 Mar 2009 15:12:31 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/does-everyone-t151.htm#237 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/does-everyone-t151.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/sinking-t153.htm Sam I am sinking I am dying Hello darkness. Who will miss me? I'll be here Just not the same I'll still be Sam I think. Why did I even bother to fight? What is the point? So I start to slip So i start to change. Will anyone even notice? This I doubt I may return Or I may wish to stay That has yet to be decided. Without warnings no one sees Without my telling they don't see Without me telling they wouldn't think twice. So I won't tell I'll give ... Poetry Sat, 07 Mar 2009 02:05:55 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/sinking-t153.htm#240 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/sinking-t153.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/changed-t157.htm Sam I said I would never change I thought I wouldn't have to I did I have I had to. Do not hate me Do not be angry I am still me I have not changed that much. Why be mad anyway? I have grown older I have grown up It happens Get used to that It is life. Everyone and everything changes Nothing is set There is no set way to life So I say again Get used to it. Darkest wishes -Sam Poetry Fri, 13 Mar 2009 21:00:39 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/changed-t157.htm#245 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/changed-t157.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/goodbye-t158.htm Sam Sucidal Slowly Painfully Quick Painless Which way? Any way? I feel like quick and painless Would anyone care? Maybe But they'll be fine without me Without the cursed child which is me The ones that hate me will be happy I'll start planning The ones that like me will be sad But they'll be fine and better off. So I say goodbye Have a great life. Darkest wishes -Sam Poetry Fri, 13 Mar 2009 21:28:18 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/goodbye-t158.htm#246 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/goodbye-t158.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/the-storm-t167.htm Sam The storm starts to rage
Why am I here?

It was calm before
Now look at it
It’s raging around me
The waves so huge
Will it kill me?

Will it ease up?
Will it drag me under?
If it does
What will happen?
Will I die?
Who knows.





Darkest wishes
-Sam]]> Poetry Wed, 18 Mar 2009 15:34:45 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/the-storm-t167.htm#258 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/the-storm-t167.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/mistakes-t171.htm Sam I make new friends I lose old ones What am I meant to do? I am only human Can't I make mistakes? It's in human nature to Non of us are perfect But we can try to be. So I made a mistake No big deal We all make those Some larger than others It's life. Now lets get back to it Lets all go back to our own mistakes Good luck with life Most of you will need it. Darkest wishes -Sam Poetry Mon, 23 Mar 2009 21:25:40 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/mistakes-t171.htm#272 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/mistakes-t171.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/how-i-am-at-times-t175.htm Sam Let me live Let me die Don't try to control I hate being controled Try that It is over. I am me At times its best to leave me be At other times I will need you It will depend It always does. If I say fuck off It means I need alone time But sometimes I may be too annoyed to say I need help I will try to warn you But sometimes I can't. You have to watch carefully If I am tearful I just need someone to talk to But at times it may be best to leave me ... Poetry Thu, 26 Mar 2009 14:33:43 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/how-i-am-at-times-t175.htm#278 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/how-i-am-at-times-t175.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/growing-t183.htm Sam What am I? Why am I? Why am I so strong? So powerful? What chose me? I think they were wrong in choice What are they for? Will it be "good"? All I can do is sit and watch Watching my power Keeping control Waiting to see if it stops. Wish me luck Give me hope Stand by me while this happens And watch me as it grows. Darkest wishes -Sam Poetry Wed, 01 Apr 2009 07:50:26 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/growing-t183.htm#291 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/growing-t183.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/fight-t184.htm Sam Hey I say They turn and stare I see their eyes dead Blank lifeless stares They are dead They are drained. They lost their spirit Or it was broken. Is that what will become of me? Will I be broken? Will I be spared? God I hope I will be spared Wish me luck Don't ever give up Let's join together and fight. Darkest wishes -Sam Poetry Wed, 01 Apr 2009 21:46:50 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/fight-t184.htm#292 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/fight-t184.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/don-t-know-t189.htm Sam In my heart
I feel it ripping me apart
I don't know why
Or how
All I know is it hurts
It makes me tear up
I am fed up with that
I so want a cat
To pet
To purr
And calm me down.
But for now I'll lay down on a friends breast
And sob the rest
Of my tears out.
Wish it would stop right now.




Darkest wishes
-Sam]]> Poetry Tue, 07 Apr 2009 15:02:53 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/don-t-know-t189.htm#304 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/don-t-know-t189.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/a-poem-in-french-t188.htm Sam Je ne sais pas comment j'ai vécu sans vous
Je t'aime de tout mon coeur et le sera toujours
Même dans la vie suivante
Vous serez toujours dans mon coeur
Pour l'instant et pour toujours]]> Poetry Tue, 07 Apr 2009 11:47:05 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/a-poem-in-french-t188.htm#302 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/a-poem-in-french-t188.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/love-unconditional-t180.htm AlexxAplin I go through my life wondering, will love be what i find at the end of my long journey or will i be left behind. And then i meet a woman unlike the ones before my heart pounds in my chest, i've never felt a love within my life before She loves me like no other and when i am away she's all i think about each and every day if ever in my life if she were to leave my life would become empty and i would miss a part of me because though she does not ... Poetry Mon, 30 Mar 2009 02:04:29 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/love-unconditional-t180.htm#284 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/love-unconditional-t180.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/vanishing-t178.htm Sam I start to die
Tears fall
I fall
From light to dark
I can't see
I can't feel
I don't even know where I am
And I don't care either.]]> Poetry Sun, 29 Mar 2009 20:45:55 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/vanishing-t178.htm#282 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/vanishing-t178.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/feelings-of-mine-t160.htm AlexxAplin I go through life in a daze i meet people unafraid then i meet the one i love her eyes beautiful, full of love. i learn now what i fear the most my dreams now haunt me like a ghost. But every time i see her face all my fears are simply erased. to live without her would simply be living missing a piece of me. i meet my brother out of luck its like i find a second chance. he leads me to the person who lets me see. what its like to be loved unconditionally what ... Poetry Sat, 14 Mar 2009 20:05:18 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/feelings-of-mine-t160.htm#248 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/feelings-of-mine-t160.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/my-life-t159.htm Sam A needle in a haystack Why bother to look I'd prefer to read a book. I catch the ball thrown at me I look up wondering I shake my head I throw the back the ball. I see a shadow Look up and my jaw drops It's a guy We become friends Me in love with him Him in love with me too He kisses me and I respond by drawing him close We get together. He gets killed My heart breaks Part of me starts to give up Saying why bother to go on without him. I start hiding ... Poetry Fri, 13 Mar 2009 21:50:18 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/my-life-t159.htm#247 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/my-life-t159.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/sweet-deity-t164.htm Rose

Sweet deity
Snow driven
In the hidden rain
Never hide yourself

Your blood freely sacrificed
Come and be quick
My sweet deity
Be apart of me]]> Poetry Tue, 17 Mar 2009 21:05:53 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/sweet-deity-t164.htm#254 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/sweet-deity-t164.htm http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/how-am-i-meant-to-know-t166.htm Sam I am young You are old You have seen and done more How am I meant to know All of which you do? I haven’t been through the same I haven’t seen the same How am I meant to know All of which you do? I’m still learning Still exploring Still trying How am I meant to know All of which you do? How can you expect me to know the same? No one knows it all We all have to learn it all How am I meant to know All of which you do? Just wait and see I’ll ... Poetry Wed, 18 Mar 2009 14:27:12 GMT http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/how-am-i-meant-to-know-t166.htm#257 http://darkfriends.darkbb.com/poetry-f14/how-am-i-meant-to-know-t166.htm